hey lonely girl

I fell.
I fell into a black hole
I fell hard
I fell flat on my face
All because you were too blind to see me falling for you.
I wish I could hate you- but I can't
I need someone to hate other than myself

This was how our convorsation at lunch went.

Josh: today in media Missy, your friend asked me if I liked you
Me:Okay (in a way that sounded as if I had no clue what Missy was talking about and that Missy was dumb)
Josh: and I'm like "as a friend, why?" then she said "no reason".

crash and burn. the worst part is that I actually thought I had a chance with him. Ha, ya right, I lose, quite pathetic isn't it?

N !