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I disapoint myself
2004-05-04

I heard Him say something to Jaz after Parenting class (that we are all in together). He said something like "remember to put that in that person's locker" I wondered if it was something for me (because Jaz knows my combo). I got excited, I got butterflies in my stomach. I got so worked up I started to doubt myself. I fell back into disapointment, and now I am quite sure it's not for me. I will only be positive by tomorrow morning, when I open my locker door and find it empty.

Why do I bother to get my hopes up in the first place when I end up crushing them myself. I truely am my own enemy.

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