hey lonely girl

Ever have one of those days when you are so stressed that your brain just turns to mush. Today was one of those days, and it was an awesome day. My jaw and sides hurt from laughing non-stop at the stupidest things. Not only that, but Josh and I spent a whole class just talking. I think I like him more than a friend. I donno what he thinks of me and seriously guys are so confusing. I'm kind of scared, you know, I'm just so tired of liking guys and never getting anything in return. But anyway, here were a few highlights of my awesome day:

laughing at stupid things that really aren't funny like something in english described as "crazed laughter"

Elizabeth saying that I was in love while I was talking to Josh, and me having no clue what to say because I have no clue what I feel about him, just turning around and starting to work. Josh just looked at me for a minute then turned to Elizabeth and goes "haha, shut up" and she did.

scratch and sniff blueberry muffins from a cooking magazine.

Josh untieing my shoe, me jokingly saying "tie it back up", but then starting to do it myself and he's like "I'll do it" I'm said "ok..." then he took the laces and I, being the paranoid person I am, go "no, you're going to tie them in knots" he's seriously said to be "no I won't" then he nicely tied them for me. This actually quite surprised me.

A ton of other things that I can't think of because my mind is like applesauce.

N !