That's always a good sentence to start my diary out with- but hey, it's the truth. The only good thing about today was my guitar lesson, which went well.

I feel totally alone. More and more, Jaz my best friend is growing more distant and distant. Why? Ian. That's why. It's not anyone's fault I guess... perhaps my own for not realizing sooner. She tells him stuff that she used to tell me. They are always together. Now, most of the time I don't even understand what they are talking about because she doesn't tell me that stuff anymore. I guess it's not my business though. But it's as if Ian has taken my place.

I've been hanging out with Casey more, which really isn't much of a change because I use to hang around her a lot. It's not the same though. I don't fit in with her and her friends. It's like I don't belong there.

Now, I'm more alone than ever. I just don't belong.

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