I couldn't write about it, because I knew it would make it all seem so real. But now I can, now I have to because I feel like I can't tell anyone else without the chance of me crying my eyes out. I hate when people see me cry.

My dog is sick, very sick. This is the dog that I have had since I was three years old- thirteen years ago. Now here he is. He can't walk, stand, or even sit up by himself. The vet says it could be on of three things:

- a disease older dogs can get (it usually lasts only a couple of weeks, but then there is the chance it could come back a second time)
- a inner ear infection (can be treated with anti-biotics)
-a brain tumor (the scariest of them all)

All we can do is wait it out. I've cried more in the last 2 days than I usually do in one month. My whole family is a mess, my mom is sick to her stomach from worry. I've lost 10 pounds.

Of course not to mention that I have 2 major porjects, plus my first exam coming up next week. Plus I haven't been able to sleep well the last two weeks.

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